money sucks

i swear that this week money has been slipping through my fingers like sand. last week i paid 24.80 cos money went missing from the float and today 50 .not cents mind you. but 50 bloody dollars went missing and i have to pay!!!! argh, i swear something is fishy! and now that i am in all 3 uni’s i tend to swing between them. as in i have always been fickle over the most frivolous thing. like if you asked me if i wanted chocolate ice-cream or chocolate cake i would spend agonise over it for so long simply because my mind cannot make my its own mind as its opinion would usually differ from my that of my heart.so this situation which is about chart the course of my life is literally splitting me! but tell me to manage other people’s life and i would not even hesitate! oh, did i mention that i got a new laptop! yippe!and that both my parents have agreed to let me stay in the hostel! oh and that i bought three books last weekend? life is good.

the comment that anon wrote set me thinking. i mean i was a lit student and that itself suggests that my grasp of the english language is strong. unfortuantely, it is not true. i have no idea what grammer is or verb is or for that matter my spelling itself! i have tried to understand , however i fail each time.  sometimes during moments of inspiration i am able to produce good pieces of essay. most times however, i fail. being articulate, people are often shocked when they read my gp essays as they tend to be quite bad. and my spelling sucks. i have mentioned that,haven’t i? without maziah my english would have been of an even worse caliber. she tried so hard to help me. i have to thank her for my A in lit because she helped me to understand the questions.

my mind wavers and can never focus. the blog itself is a prime example. i started talking about money and ended talking about my grammer. ah,whatever. money sucks. cant stand it. cant live without it. almost like guys. wait, i take that back. exactly like guys.